Contradiction between my desire to see more diversity in interesting *cultures* and my realization that maintaining a culture that's distinct from the mainstream seems to often require *some* kind of insanity or artificial barrier or similar thing that I ideologically dislike.
我渴望在有趣的文化中看到更多的多样性，而我意识到要保持一种不同于主流的文化似乎常常需要某种疯狂、人为的障碍或类似的东西，而我在意识形态上不喜欢这些东西，这两者之间存在矛盾。